I still remember the moment I discovered I am pregnant, it took me 10 minutes in bathroom trying to control my breath becoz i was totally disbelieved what i saw on the pregnancy test kit... two blue lines okeh! oh no!
Shocked, I cried and I blamed En hubby for that........ heheeheh. but he was supercool and just smiled happily when heard the news. Ah Cik Abang bukan u yang preggy mmgla boleh senyum. Later, I did another urine test but the result was still positive. I googled in the internet hoping for history recorded for false pregnancy result, but according to Encik google, urine pregnancy test is 99.99% accurate. apekah?
Actually i didn't plan for this pregnancy. Thinking of my three boys still need my attention, I am not only spent lot of calories and energy to raised them, I also sacrificed a lot of blood and tears jugak tau.... ahahaha gebang! So it will take me quite sometime to accept the fact that I am pregnant again. malunye!
Ready to be teased by colleagues and friends, I pull all the strength and buat muka tebal announced the news in Office pantry during morning breakfast. As expected, some of them congratulated me but majority still unbelieved the fact that I am about to have another child. Yes friends and foes, we will celebrate our third anniversary this november with our four boys! hehehhee
Ok end of story.
I am almost 8 months pregnant but I just realized I ignored this baby too much. sian baby, Mami tak pikir pun apa2 persediaan untuk deliver baby. Bangun pagi tadi, suddenly I felt really guilty for my ignorance towards my little baby. Yes I agreed that I was not too excited of being pregnant again, but that was few months ago. Now I am sincerely love the baby. Only I am too busy with his Abangs until I am not able to spend more time talking to him and pay attention for his kickings.
Mami tau Aryan anak yang baik yang sentiasa mengalah. even sepanjang mengandungkan Aryan, Mami sihat sejahtera takdela mabuk2 teruk or HB darah Mami turun mendadak sampai kena warded mcm masa ngandungkan abg2 Aryan. Oleh sbb itu, Mami berjanji akan prepare yang terbaik untuk sambut kelahiran Aryan ye...sedihle pulak!
Masa packing nak pindah rumah, I did packed all baby stuff belongs to Abang Adam and the twins brother in a few containers. Not much baju can be re-used, most of them already worn, or bertahi lalat. I should buy at least a dozen newborn clothes for Aryan. booties and mittens pun dah berbulu or kembang, so need to beli baru. what else ek?
1. newborn pants and tops x7 sets
2. more booties and mittes x 4 sets
3. Newborn diaper
4. Minyak Yuyi
5. Digital Thermometer
6. Baby cream
7. Sebamed body lotion
8. Sebamed Body shampoo
9. Nursery bag (i have a few nursery bags but wish to have a new one yg more stylish..hehehe)
11. Playpen ( the one used by his abangs already returned to my sister in law)
12. cloth diapers. Jom selamatkan bumi!
apa lagik ek? tak boleh pikir skrg
and for myself during confinement
1. Set jamu lepas bersalin
2. booking tukang urut di shah alam and dekat kampung
3. tungku (checked! dah beli yg tungku elektrik)
4. Loose t shirts and pants
6. Belly band
7. Bengkung perut
8. Chahaya skin care (hihihihihi...apa tu? nak melawa lepas beranak le tu..nantikan transformasi Pn Sarah)
and for Breastfeeding preparation:
1. new Avent manual breastpump
2. more BPA free bottles for EBM storage
3. New cooler bag
4. Ice pack
5. repair my mini fridge untuk tinggal di surau office
6. BF pillow
7. single seater sofa...... En hubby, saya nak sofa mcm kat bawah ni boleh?
Semoga dipermudahkan saya melahirkan baby Aryan. Semoga baby Aryan sihat, sempurna... Can't wait to hold you in my arm son.....